work out

So I finally worked out last night for about 45 min, it felt really good. Though I thought I might die as my fat butt was feeling the burn!! Today I am sore, but I am going to work through it, so my fat butt becomes my skinny butt!!!!!

as Usual,

So it's been forever and of course I failed. I thought to myself a lot lattley. Who cares, no big deal if I am fat forever. Then my very impressionalbe daughter said something to me that really hit me. "mom I had a dream last night that you were skinny, not really skinny but you looked like the other kids moms." Now i know I must be serius about this, as I don't want my kids to have the same self esteem issues i have. SO here is try try again!!