work out

So I finally worked out last night for about 45 min, it felt really good. Though I thought I might die as my fat butt was feeling the burn!! Today I am sore, but I am going to work through it, so my fat butt becomes my skinny butt!!!!!

as Usual,

So it's been forever and of course I failed. I thought to myself a lot lattley. Who cares, no big deal if I am fat forever. Then my very impressionalbe daughter said something to me that really hit me. "mom I had a dream last night that you were skinny, not really skinny but you looked like the other kids moms." Now i know I must be serius about this, as I don't want my kids to have the same self esteem issues i have. SO here is try try again!!

Today I started off taking a multivitamin and it is making me so sick. Think I will wait till after breakfast tomorrow.. Oh last night I resisted the popcorn it took every thing in me but I ate my celery and green peppers!! that is all for now!

Day 6

Well, the first few days were bad. By bad, I mean I still am not eating as well as i should I have gotten off the couch more and the kids and I are played outside when we could since it's not raining as much as normal! I have lost 4 pounds. I don't know what to think about 4 pounds. When your as big as I am your weight fluctuates 10 pounds from week to week. I have finally made a goal for myself that seems reasonable.. My birthday is in April and I want to loose 10% of my body by then. That gives me 15 weeks and I only have to loose 1.8 pounds a week. so today I weigh 284 and on April 27 I will weigh 256 pounds.

I am really going to be working on this. Yesterday we took the kids over to the local soccer field and I was kicking the ball back and forth and trying to run to keep up with them and I was getting so winded I was like this is so over. We also got a new car yesterday, like new new, It only had 10 miles on it. I have to lean the seat back to fit in it. Yikes, I just need to keep reminding myself that this is all changinging for the better!!

I know the 10% is a lot like weight watchers but it seemed like a good goal!!

New Day

I have to tell myself that tomorrow is a new day and that I have a new chance to start again. I mean I had McDonald's, and butter potato's and I still have yet to begin exercising. I am not going to make some lame excuse just keep telling myself that tomorrow is a new one!!

Day 1

Today is the day, that was the thought that went through my head when I stepped on the scale and saw 288. I have never been this big in my life one time I weighed in at 278. I know that 10 pounds does not seem like a lot but it is.

Today I have had a bowel of cereal and some cookies. I am doing reserch on line about weight loss and I know that weight watchers works, I just don't have the funds to join, so I am going to do what I can with the internet and my will power. It's never worked before but we will see!

So what have you done to loose weight what works for you.. More to come soon!